RaenaBelle, it’s your turn fur some lap luvvin’ time with mommy.
It’s ‘bout time. But why is she so sad sissy? I’s know the weather has made her pains more and her teeths are hurtin’, but those things don’t usually make her be so sad?.
Oh Raena, you know mommy luvs you very much, right?
Of course, sissy. And I’s luvs mommy verrrrrrrrrrrry much too. I’s so happy that she’s mine’s mommy. I’s try to show her how much I’s luvs her every day.
She knows Raena. She’s sad right now, cuz befur you, me had a big sisfur who mommy luvved very much. They had been together a really long time. And then one day, God called Lexi to heaven. That broke mommy’s heart. Tomorrow will mark 1 year since sis Lexi left us. And tho’ you nor me will ever be Lexi, it’s our job to help ease mommy’s pain from losin’ her.
Should we be doin’ somethin’ special, sissy?
Nope Raena, that’s the beauty of luv. All you have to do is be yourself. As much as we luv mommy, she luvs us. And all we need to do is just show mommy we luv her. Maybe some extra purrs and cuddles, but we luv those too.
Dear furiends, ya’ may have noticed we’ve been a little quieter the last few days. Well, mommy’s been a little sad and down and reminiscin’ ‘bout times past. Raena and me have been getting’ a lot of extra luvvin’, and we’ve been returnin’ it in spades. Mommy wrote a poem to sissy the other day, and we thought we’d share it with ya’ll today. Fur those of ya’ that joined us in the last year, you may not ‘member sis Lexi, but she will always live on in our hearts. We do hope that you will pardon our reflection on such an amazin’ soul. Sis Lexi will always be the Gold Standard by which all Service Cats will be measured. Her luv and devotion to mommy, knew no bounds. Mommy says that same luv exists in all of us, and she is so blest to be the recipient of that luv time and again.
Goodnight My Sweet
Goodnight sweet Lexi
Close your eyes and sleep now
Rest your tired and weary body
I’ll be alright, somehow.
I will hold you in my heart,
Where you can never die
I’ll remember you forever
Go ahead and close your eyes.
You’ve been with me thru it all, it seems
Ups and downs, and all the in betweens.
We held on to each other
We had so many plans, and dreams
I never thought this day would come
When you’d leave me all alone
I know you didn’t want to go
With me, you’d found your home
But time slows for no one
And this world doesn’t care
Who might need you
To always be near
So close your eyes now sweet Lexi
Rest your tired and weary body
Time will never separate us
Nor will the heavens or the stars
You will always be with me
Forever in my heart
In each and every memory
We’ll never be apart
And when you awake
On the other side
Wait for me my darling
I won’t be far behind
Goodnight sweet Lexi
This world is still unkind
Close your eyes and sleep now
I won’t be far behind.
©Audra High 3/8/2017
(Raena wipes the tears from mommy’s eyes, and cleans the salty water from her paw and looks up at her.)
We luvs you very much mommy.
I love you girls very much too. Raena, you and Dezi are the greatest blessings in my life. I will always miss Lexi, and those that went before. But I will cherish every moment I have with ya’ll.
While mommy wrote this poem fur sis Lexi, we know a lot of you have lost luvved ones and feel that despair. We dedicate it to all those who have known that luv and lost it. Purrlease know, you can find that luv again just like mommy has with me and Raena. We’re sending out big hugs to you all.
Till the next time………………………………………Be Blest!!!
Dezi: Vibrant Blue
Raena: Navy Blue
Mommy A: Black
Luv and Hugs and Kitty Kisses
Service Cats U.S. 
What a sweet poem your mommy wrote for sweet Lexi. We are so happy that you two are there for your mommy and are giving her lots of luvs and attention. We are sending lots of love and many hugs and nose kisses to her and some nose kisses for you two sweet, beautiful girls.
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Mommy says fank you. Big hugs fur ya’ll.
Luv ya’
Dezi and Raena
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It’s hard to think it’s been a year. I’m crying now as I did a year ago when precious Lexi went to Heaven. Mommy wrote such a beautiful poem for sissy Lexi. I sure do miss her too. Sending Mommy and both her other precious girls so much love and many hugs.
Love you all so very much,
Mary
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Yes it is awnty Mary. Mommy says she just can’t believe it. We’re all sendin’ you big hugs awnty Mary and some kitty kisses too.
Luv ya’ bunches
Dezi, Raena and mommy A
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Sending your momma some speshul purrs.
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What a beautiful poem and homage to Lexi. So poignant. Sending you lots of love and special cyber hugs. We know sadly how it is. ❤ ❤ ❤
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Fank you. We’re all missin’ sis Lexi, but we’re doin’ all we can to snap mommy out of it. Big hugs
Luv ya’
Dezi and Raena
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That was a beautiful poem that your mommy wrote. M has lost 3 other kitties and `1 woffie over the years, and she still misses each one of them even tho she loves me very very much, she says. She sends a big HUG to your mom.
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Fank you Mario and mommy says fank you too. We are glad your mommy is able to luv again. Mommy says dat’s da greatest gift we can all give or receive. Big hugs to all.
Luv ya’
Dezi and Raena
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Oh Dezi your mom’s poem made our dad get all leaky eyed and now he is sniffling. He is emembering our sister Maggie, Lucy and Sylvie who were his best friends in very sad times. We are sending prayers of condolence to your mom. The pain of loss nevers ends but the hope of being reunited in heaven helps!
Purrs from Pete and the whole family
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Fank you Pete and furmily. We’re sendin’ hug to you all and a few extra fur your daddy.
Luv ya’
Dezi and Raena
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Sending hugs and purrs
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Fank you. We’re sendin’ big hugs right back.
Luv ya’
Dezi and Raena
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Oh my, this is a beautiful poem Audra and so true. Lexi was a sweet member of your wee family and she will always have a role to play. The newer kitties have a lot to live up to. sniff
Loves,
Jean, Shoko and Kali
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Mommy says fank you awnty Jean, Shoko and Kali. We do have a lot to learn to be da supreme Service cats sis Lexi was. Fankfully, mommy adores us and has da patience to help us get there. Big hugs fur all.
Luv ya’
Dezi, Raena and mommy A
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I have leaky eyes, kitties, after reading that beautiful poem. I had just found this bloggy when Angel Lexi flew away, and today two bloggy friends have lost their babies too: Trout Talkin’ Tabbies lost Boomer and Cattywumpus lost Skootch. My heart is sore for all of you. God Bless.
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Fank you. Our heart is breakin’ again over those losses. Big hugs
Luv ya’
Dezi and Raena
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What an amazingly beautiful poem for Lexi. We know how hard it is to lose the ones we have loved so dearly, and we know that love never dies. Lexi is watching over all of you until you are together once more. XOCK, Lily Olivia, Mauricio, Misty May, Giulietta, Angel Fiona, Astrid, Lisbeth, Calista Jo and Cooper Murphy
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