Goodnight my sweet Deztinee; we will meet again. Yes, my darling blue eyed angel has left us. It’s been devastating for me, and I’m still trying to wrap my brain around it all. In time, perhaps my heart will catch up. Dezi was an amazing little girl and I miss her terribly. Despite the problems, it was difficult to say goodbye. I would like to pay tribute to her before explaining the spiral to the end.